10 things that reminds me of you: tatiana manaois, kacang pool (can never eat it w/o remembering you😂), FKE, manchester united (pfftt), LIFE (the movie! and our so called pact to never eat squid again), Deutsche, buskers, black converse, any myvi that has the same colour as yours, andddd all the places we've gone together! (which is not much but they remind me of you!)
T - 9 days
The other day i met someone that looks exactlyyyy like you when i was at midvalley. Im not gonna lie, i almost choked and resisted the urge to stare because damn that guy could be your twin! Except that he has a lighter complexion and probably more taller? (oops) (totally not implying you are short). dahlah dua kali pulak tu terserempak at different places there! Nearly gave me a heart attack bcs he resembled you a lot, for real.
T - 8 days
I remember you once told me a nickname umar calls you with, but damn i really forgot what it was. This is one of those times when i wish i didnt delete all our convos. Also this will sound sappy and shit but i do hope umar and naura will grow up to be good kids. I believe ill keep asking how they are doing because i do care about them, and also because i am a bossy, old makcik. But just for the record, you're going to be a really cool uncle for them. Probably the one who would let them get away with anything w/o letting your brother know. I believe you already are a deadass cool uncle now.
T - 7 days
I wish most nights you would be able to sleep soundly and don't have to deal with insomnia. i dont know what thats like for you, but i can only imagine how frustrating it must be. you work so hard nowadays, as well as when at you are at utm. ive always known you were a hardworker, and i admire you for that. you were a great leader when i first knew you, and you are a great friend. you help people w/o a second thought, and would go out of your way to make things easier for others. despite everything, i know how sensitive you are as a person. i hope you still keep the tips that i gave you about how to manage your sleep. hopefully you find peace in your sleep, because you deserve a good rest every now and then.
T - 6 days
a random thought: please never shave your head again. i'd honestly cry with your mum. you look way better with your usual hairstyle.
T - 5 days
you shine the brightest when you talk about things that you are passionate about. never give up! when you feel tired, learn to rest, not to quit.
T - 4 days
So today's message is not like the others. I lost a friend today, in an accident. it was like a wake up call. he was only 22. and he has his sister's wedding coming up this weekend. i woke up this morning and got the message and i was dumbstruck. it made me realize how short life is. and how we dont get to say our last goodbyes. so to sum it up, always tell the people you love that you love them. and always take good care of yourself. make the most out of the time that we have, and appreciate those around us. bcs we'll never know when will be their last moment, and ours as well.
T - 3 days
here's three adorable facts about animals that hopefully can make you smile:
1. sea otters hold hands when they sleep to keep from drifting apart.
2. gentoo penguins propose to their lifemates with a pebble.
3. a group of bunnies is called a fluffle.
i've always wanted to say this: you don't see yourself the way others see you. so don't ever look down on yourself. you have so much potential within you. i hope you realize that.
just so you know, you once made me feel like the happiest girl in the world. i could never forget that. it meant a lot to me, so thank you for once being the highlight of my life.
T - 0 days
HAPPY FOOKIN BIRTHDAY MAL KIM
